coffee break

watching an interesting movie sunday night. it’s about a not so distant future were hate, war, poverty is no longer a concern. by paying a small price, removing the human emotion. they surmise that the human emotion is the cause of things bad.

yes, it’s true. pride had driven hitler to eradicate millions of jews, a cleansing of the lesser race. his pride have led into war, and death and famine. greed, as we all know has a power that consumes the best of everyone. very few people can resist the power of power, let alone pass it up.

so… are you willing to give up your ability to feel for the greater good? to love, feel pain, laugh, dance, jump. will you abandon yourself?

listening to:  
Breakaway – Kelly Clarkson : Beautiful Disaster (Live)

i can’t think straight. i can’t decide even if my life depended on it. it’s so tied, so twisted that it seems futile to even think about it. the first time i can’t decide, the first time that my ever dependable instinct and no-thinking-just-do attitude failed me.

do you stay in a relationship out of security or you jump on the wagon for something more exciting, more fulfilling but without assurance? how do you choose? how do you know what’s right? do you hold on to a promise or do you sail the boat against the tide?

listening to:
Beaches – Bette Midler : I Think It’s Going To Rain Today